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Thursday, July 06, 2006
some things are unsaid. and it might be better this way. i do not have a choice. it is something i should not start since i think i know it won't end in the way i want. maybe it's better to bear the little amount of pain now than inflict greater pain on others in future. if there's even a future. i don't think anyone understands what i'm saying cos i don't even understand myself. i'm SELFISH. the day i learn to be selfless shall be the day we...
she will be loved* 7/06/2006 02:08:00 PM
Wednesday, July 05, 2006
i doubt anyone is still reading this blog.
anyway, i thought it would be my last, last heartache. but no, it hurts again. this game called love. maybe i'll finally let go when i have someone to take over his place. when, i don't know. hopefully soon. cos it's freaking killing me or it's just PMS.
beloved.
she will be loved* 7/05/2006 04:04:00 AM
Thursday, October 14, 2004
she will be loved* 10/14/2004 10:03:00 PM
To be hurt To feel lost To be left out in the dark To be kicked When you're down To feel like you've been pushed around To be on the edge of breaking down When no one's there to save you No you don't know what it's like
she will be loved* 10/14/2004 02:27:00 PM
Tuesday, October 12, 2004
can someone please pinch or hit me?
i haven't been studying. days are drawing nearer and i'm not even 50% prepared.
i need to hit the books ASAP and do consistent work.
so tmr's graduation day! OMG, jc life is so gonna be over in less than 2 months. to think i dreaded being in ny but i think i'll miss some of the ppl and times there. that's life. back to my TV.
she will be loved* 10/12/2004 09:10:00 PM
Sunday, October 10, 2004
FUCK!
I feel so fucking lifeless. I'm not studying but neither do I feel good about life.
maybe my menses is really coming. Oh well, PMS.
she will be loved* 10/10/2004 05:22:00 PM
Friday, October 08, 2004
This week is probably the only week that I cried so much in such a long time. Stories of cancer patients made me cry. Romantic/tragic endings of TV serials made me cry. Seeing my grandma sick makes me cry even more. Nothing confirm yet so I should be thinking of the positive side of life. God, please watch over her. She's gonna see me get married!
goodbye to bloggie for the time-being. I shall put my heart and soul in fighting and eventually winning the battle and taking care of my grandma.
there's something I've got to say,
you're always with me,
even though you're far away.
chatting with you on the net,
just the sight of your words,
makes me feel better.
thank you best friend.
she will be loved* 10/08/2004 11:19:00 PM
Saturday, October 02, 2004
i wanna watch wimbledon-- the love match. yes yes, its exactly what lee said. but i must win the friendly match first. wait and see. :)
she will be loved* 10/02/2004 02:43:00 PM
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