woke up early in de morning 4 CIP. n guess wad? de TG is in our grp. gin was grinning lyk mad. had quite an ok day 4 CIP. kinda tired. de team uncle henry v nice. bot hamburgers n carrot juice 4 us. din drink cos i dun lyk carrot juice. in btw, saw zi long adrew n zi yun! damn crappy lor. all of us 7C ppl were lyk crapping! haha.. zi long got lotsa nicknames today!KOOng, xiao long, long long n long er!!! hahaha. damn funny! so spactic! aft dat we walked out n went home. oh, de guy Adam who partnered w me was damn scary. he kept singing n tok 2 me. but i was lyk "uh.. ya.. okie..erm..haha" no mood la! not enuf slp n he's so boring!took cab home. $3.90 onli. bathed n changed den met cassan n wy at amk mrt station.oh! 4got 2 mention we were filmed in action! damn fake lor. TG din get 2 be on tv cos he was looking aft de stuffs. we were supposed 2 help carry de stuffs n walk here walk there. zi long was lyk looking at his reflection on his hp. haaz.okie. back 2 town. went walking n ate lunch. was supposed 2 meet chay but she was late. she brot her bf, kevin along. we were in de toy shop when de 2 of dem whose hands were linked came into de shop. we were so damn shocked dat we were practically scruntinising him! chay looked so diff now. dat guy is quite gd-looking but he looks damn old! super old! LYK 20 OR 20+.i dunno y but we were so surprised 2 c chay's stead lidat. well.. every1 has their own cup of tea. not dat many wud enjoy it 4eva. de most fucking pising thing is dat chay n him got sth on so ey had 2 go! lyk fuck! we came 2 meet dem n dey juz left aft a "hi"?!!! freak! de dumb family is split up! is poly life dat busy? if it is, den wad abt JC??!!! if i can find time 4 my frenz, y cant u?! n 2 yin siu, if u still treat us as frenz or wy as ur sis, get a life!!!! i dunno y i'm feeling so fucking piss w all dis frenship thing! some ppl r enjoying de best of their lives while we or i m feeling so pissy. i hav so many probs dat i dun even noe wad they r anymore. i duwan 2 think anymore. my body n brain r shut off now. i'm so tired. i might giv sch a miss one day nex wk. i need a break! i miss 4e3'02 but do they miss us? sometimes i really doubt those ppl who were v close 2 me in de past. i doubt the frenship we shared n their sincerity. y r we always making de 1st move by asking u guys out? cant u ppl ask us out 4 once?!!! guy A always said "got any gathering or u all go out muz ask me k.." n when i asked him, he can giv all sorts of excuses. not 2 mention our supposedly clubbing outing. i'm sorry if i'm rude 2 u now. but i angry! i'm putting in de effort 2 keep dis frenship going but wad hav u done? who really noes wad i'm going thru? i guess onli wy noes. aft her experience w ys n chay bah.. my heart hurts so much 4 ignoring u n saying nasty stuffs but it hurts me more when i'm doing my part n not being appreciated. however, there r still some frenz lyk ben who nv fails 2 keep in touch! hehe.. thanx ben! u saved my tears!i still hav a lot 2 comment on de frenship stuffs but i 4got. as usual. i'm getting really old. i'll rmb de nex time. i hate super flirtacious ppl! good luck 2 all who r having examz! esp BEN!!!! tc childhood fren! i'm gonna get some hw done now. i'm tired tho! nite peepx.
