i dunno y but i'm feeling fucking piss rite now. actually i noe y. its PMS! but i really hate it w or w/o PMS! i hate 2 stay home on a sunday. told by my mum dat we're going out but look at de time now. i'm still fucking at home. arghH!!!!! its aft de exams n i still dun hav a life! i wan 2 do sth constructive! but wad can i do?!!!!haiz.. somebody save me! i seriously need a life. wonder if i'm suffering frm depression. if i m, i doubt my parents will ever realise it. cos they nv care much abt me. i hate 2 say dis but de fact dat my parents r ever there is to provide a shelter n money 4 me. other than dat, nothing. where's de love dat everyone is toking abt? i dun feel de love anywhere except frm dear, frenx n my teachers(xms teachers). my throat hurts terribly. de med is not working. haiz. wonder if i really hurt my throat. i'm scared i'll lose my voice. i dun lyk dis toad-like voice of mine. haiz.. save me. i'm worrying too much 4 my age i tink. haiz... pessimistic bitch!
