i'm oh-so ill. cant do ANYTHING properly. dinner at marche last nite was a total piece of crap. atmosphere was so tense. i tried to liven up the spirits with my hoarse/sexy voice but to no avail. i dunno wad to do now. sudden news. disappointments. trust. feelings. stress. sch work. FUCK everything!!!!! i NEED a life! A life of my OWN. winhout ppl telling me wad to/should do. Lee is so bloody spastic. calls me a BIMBO. n said my method is bimboistically. wth?! lolx. but he made my day.
