some things are unsaid. and it might be better this way. i do not have a choice. it is something i should not start since i think i know it won't end in the way i want. maybe it's better to bear the little amount of pain now than inflict greater pain on others in future. if there's even a future. i don't think anyone understands what i'm saying cos i don't even understand myself. i'm SELFISH. the day i learn to be selfless shall be the day we...
